All that I need right now is within me.

I do know in my heart of hearts that this is true. The problem stems from thinking the following: "This shouldn't be happening right now" or "I wish I was more sure of what to do next." This is what arguing with reality looks like. And no one ever wins.

The truth is: this is happening and I am unsure in this moment. This is my truth.

The only way to get there is through it. The same is true for surfing: if you want to ride the wave, you better learn how to paddle.